Yo Model Walk (;

Ok, I swear this blog thing is becoming like my online journal or something. Smh. Anywhoo, this blog post is going to be on SUPPORT.
"Hate to see her go, but I love to watch her leave" - Lil Wayne
When your in any type of relationship, make sure it's with someone who will support everything you do. As a individual, you need to have a good support system to make making your goals even easier. If you have people who try and bring you down or belittle ANYTHING you do, you need to go ahead and let them see your backside as you walkin' away. If it's something that keeps you productive in a positive way, and your trying to chase your dreams, do NOT let anyone hold you down. BE YOU!
And the next time your laughing at something your friends, boyfriend, girlfriend, mom, dad, cousin, WHOEVER is doing, keep in mind that everything you put out, you WILL get back in life.
So, if you have too, leave the negativity and let them see yo model walk. I bet they'll learn their lesson then! You, and your ideas are precious jewels and if someone can't appreciate them, you don't need them.
- Alex <3

H- Town!

So the Houston trip was suppppppper fun! The play was really good and I loved the director. We had lunch before we saw it and it was NOT enough food -____- SMH! But we made up for it at the Hard Rock Cafe (: I have been over eating ALOT since I've been at TGS. Oh well, I'll just work out when I get back home.
Leaving TGS is really becoming bitter sweet. I've gotten close with alot of people and have really changed as a person... Hopefully when I get back home I can keep all those changes for the good and not go back to bad old habits. I miss my family and a couple of friends back home, but honestly i wih the people here at TGS wen't to school with me. It would be so much fun and better. I kind of feel sheltered from all of the different types of people because I've been at charter school these past 2 years -___-
Reguardless, I know I'm going to cry Friday. Wethere it's all day, in the car on the way home, or right before I leave. But I know I can continue MY journey at home, and everyone will just be a phone call away. The thing is, will i have enough support back home to really be me? The Alex I now know and love? Hmmmm.... </3
- Alex!

Flaws and All ;)

This is a song by Beyonce that came up in one of our activities for TGS, and I love it now (: Basically, to me, it's telling you it doesn't matter what you look like, someone will love you flaws and all. Society today gives us so many WRONG meanings on what "true beauty" really is, but to me true beauty is YOU! YOU are beautiful in every way <3 And never let anybody tell you different. Flaws and all, you are beautiful.

"Flaws And All"

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you [3x]

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean.

[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you [3x]

Lil' Nuggets of G'ness ;)

So far, being at Gov. School I've learned alot about myself, as I've said earlier. For example, I'm known to be spontanious and not really scared of anything. But, being here, I've noticed I'm acually kind of shy. If it's something I don't think I'm going to be the absolute best at, I don't wan't to do it. Which is the worst attitude you can possibly have because if you don't try new things your never going to get better at it.
Today is one of our last poetry days. And even though I'm not reading mine, when I'm completely done with it, I've decided I'm going to post it on here and maybe perform it at lunch or something. :) First step to self change! Which brings me to my next topic- being able to "check yo self"! I HATE being wrong, and I'll be the first to admit that i really don't like saying sorry. But as my big sis Nae has taught me, you have to be able to check your self before you start going off on every body else.
Maybe, it's you whos the problem and not them. ;)
Good luck on your self journey! Everybody can use some criticing :)
-Alex! <3

First Field trip (:

So, Saturday we went to Austin to go to the museum, eat lunch, and listen to live music. It was alot of fun even though it was really hot. I hate being in the heat. Governors school is sooooo tiring, but I have alot of fun. I didn't think the music was that good, but I am learning to get use to doing new things and having  a open mind.
Being here at Governors school has really taught me alot about myself, and the people around me. Right now we're working on our project for Technology and I'm super excited to see how it turns out!